It’s not kindergarten anymore

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As I was replying to Kyah’s comments, it hit me.

You know I’d rather share my deepest secrets with complete strangers everyday by blogging, but I don’t have the guts to share it with my friends or people I know. This isn’t right, that means I don’t trust them, without trust there’s no love. It’s not the same with my family, they can read my blog, and they know I have a site.

It’s probably the same with you guys, like not giving your bff you website URL and stuff but it doesn’t mean you don’t love them, you just don’t trust them.

I’d rather not take the risk. Because everyone I trusted before just broke my trust, and I got hurt. I just can’t be kind, I can’t. When i meet a person for the first time I immediately trust him, it isn’t kindergarten anymore. Not everybody is innocent and honest. Heck, even in kindergarten kids would beat me up, stab me in the back. I know nothing about people being faithful.

I was never happy in my life. And I’m okay with that? Is that weird? Because all of the things that happened to me in my life made me the person I am today, and I’m proud of myself. Besides, I shouldn’t be looking to what i don’t have, but to what i have? I have a great family, a wonderful mum, and a faithful sister. Why do I want to ask for more? Thank you god for giving me all this .

Anyway, today I missed school . It’ has been raining since 1 am yesterday, and before yesterday we got sent home because of rain. Plus, we didn’t get the geology exam anyway, and I just felt good about myself yesterday, about everything happening to me ! So yeah it’s all good in my life lately.

Also, i’m cutting down the affiliates who applied for affiliation and got approved, but didn’t link me yet or didn’t try to even contact me. Seriously people, don’t apply if you can’t handle affiliation lol.

Oh, I got a dailybooth account, follow me? I thought it would be fun to share some random picture. Though the picture I’ll be posting are from a web camera. Can’t wait to get my iphone, it has a good camera quality .

My portfolio will be open on my next blog and a few updates, also all your previous comments will be returned today .

Have a lovely day .